Saturday, May 30, 2009

dil ki aawaz


aapko dekhte hai tho dil darakh jata hai,

aur dil se ek aawazz aati hai

ki aapne hii pura kiya hai humara yeh jiwaan

bas laab pe dua aati hai kiii kushh rahe aap saada!

Masti--vershi

kabul hai judai!


dil jhhoom ne lagta hai, har pal aapko hi dekh ta hai
dekho na aaj bhi hum ghum hai aapki yaado mein
par jaante hai ki aap humare nahi
bas muskarake kabul karte hai ass judai ko!

Masti--Vershi

Wishpers




Whispers become Prayers

I whispered
I closed my eyes and folded my hands
Bowed my head, and move my lips.
No one heard the words coming out, and
No one heard the thoughts flowing through.
My whispers only remained mine.

I whispered to god,
I whispered for many things
I whispered to god for happiness
I whispered to him for his kindness
I only whispered¦without saying anything
I have learned to whispers but now I wish to pray.

I don't have the power to pray
I don't have the confidence to pray
But I do have the hope
I do have the will power to hope and whisper.

God I have whispered
Please try to understand my whisper
Consider my whispers as prayers
My whispers have become my feelings
So I'll always whisper to you and pray
For Happiness of my family and my friends.
My whispers have become my prayers that come from my soul!

Masti---Vershi

Because of you



I will not let you make the same mistakes that I did
I will not let you Cause your heart so much misery
I will not let you break the way I did,
I fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of him
you never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of him
you learned to play on the safe side so you don't get hurt
Because of him
You find it hard to trust not only yourself, but everyone around you
Because of him
I am afraid
You will lose your way
And it's not too long before I point it out
You cannot cry
Because I know that weakness in your eyes
You are forced to fake
A smile, a laugh every day of your life
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so close
You should have known to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now
I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you

Masti--Vershi
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I have Changed so much!

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I was a just born and she was Twenty,
Though we were two, we were one.
I would cry out and she would respond,
I would learn nothing but she never stopped teaching me.
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I was surrounded by strangers eager to pull my cheek,
but they would vanish the as soon as I was wet and I would weep.
She would come running and hold me in her arms without any hesitation,
as though I had won the contest of some sort.
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Now I was able to walk and chew,
guess what, I was two.
She and I were able understand one another,
I was her everything and she needed no one else but me.
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I tried to walk but instead fell down,
the thought of her being with me,
took away the fear of pain.
We still could not talk that well,
But she understood my needs and wants so easily.
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I could now move free,
because now I was three.
I was ready to join a new world,
my educational life was now going to unfold.
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She dressed me as a princess,
but when I came back,
she needed minimum of an hour to rinse.
Now I was able to speak,
I was a plane and she was my runway.
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How can I forget that child, whose shirt I ripped,
Guess what, I have turned four.
I now came home bite late,
and found her waiting at the gate.
She hugged me and took me in her arms,
it felt like flying through the sky.
Now we both did the homework together,
I would mess the home and she would do work.
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Years have pass and now I turned fifteen,
and with each year I would forget to bend.
I didn’t care about what she said,
because now I have become bad.
She asked me to study for a better tomorrow,
but I was busy in a my own world.
Now I had many more others in my life.
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I changed a lot in things she taught me,
She tried to hug me but I was out of her reach.
She still waited for me at the gate,
but I would look at her with almost the hate.
She would be awake until late night,
because I wasn't home, and I was in a fight.
She had so much to scold me about, but she never did say a word,
In the hope to find me better the next following day.
Time passed and now I am older,
still lost in my own world
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Both of us now, had a distance between us
I left her for own my career.
But when I was young, for me, she sacrificed her NEEDS,
but I didn’t care, because now I have my own duty.
not only that I’m not with her, but I’m in different town
she is so old at the moment but I don't even sympathy for her in my heart.
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I was not to be found when she needed me,
in the race of time I failed to see
Her pain, her hurt or her strife
In few years from now,
there will be someone new in my life.
At that point I fear I'll forget even to consider that,
I am her daughter and she is my Mother.
Glance at me, you will see a change in me
she remains the same waiting for me to come,
Looking forward for that hug, just that smile
But I have gone away ,away from her a few miles.


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Aazan

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All I see is tiny hands, and feet

With very tiny pink lips

A smile with no teeth.

No words are said,

All you can hear is my voice

And

Yet there is a feeling of communication.

All covered in blue,

Only showing a face with

Small eyes and nose

Followed by a smile of this small thing.

When we come home all tired

Just a look at small things brings a smile on face.

The feeling of sadness is no longer there

The only feeling left brings a smile

The joy is the only thing one feels without any guilt.

There is no regret, no harsh feelings

There is only one single feeling left within the hearts

The feeling of joy

Something that most forget while living everyday life.

But this tiny thing has brought all the feelings to life

The pain when it he hurt

Joy when he smiles

Sorrow when he cries or feels uncomfortable

We care about it and it brings a smile on not only our face, but

He gives us the hope to live and dream.

He has become an angel that we all have been waiting for,

A perfect gift of god that makes everyone in our lives happy and full of life

We are now hoping and wishing only for him

The angel that has brought our worlds together with a smile.

We all are proud to be who we are

When we look at him we think that life is so perfect

And ask god for forgiveness and for the power to be thankful

All because of him we all have become

Thankful and Hopeful with our lives.

We pray not for self we pray for better tomorrow for him.

He is Aazan an angel with perfect smile and happiness

We all once again have started living

Aazan has made life much more livable.


Masti_vershi
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Monday, May 25, 2009

Papa Ki Pari


Papa Ki Pari

Sochne se phele hi baat samajh jate hai
Magne se phele hi de dete hai.
Har pal mere sath rahete hai
Kabhi yeh nahi sochte ki mai ek ladki hue.

Har baat mai unki bas pyaar hota hai
Har din aur raat mere kushi ki dua karte hai
Ek woh jo sochte bhi nahi ki
Maine kya manga hai
Bas bolne ke phele hi dete hai

Ek rani ke taraha rakha hai,
Kabhi yeh essas nahi karwaya ki mai beti hue
Ek bête ki tarah rakha hai.
Na koi sawal na ko shikayat karte hai.

Mere asshue bhi aapne aakho mai le lete hai
Chot mujhe lagti hai aur taklif unne hota hai,
Ek beti ko bête se bhi baar kar rakha hai,
Har roz mai unne pareshan karti hue
Aur roz hi woh pareshan hote hai.

Kabhi uuf tak nahi nikalti hai unnke mue se
Bas dua karte rahete hai woh mere liye,
Aur kahte rahete hai ki tum pari ho
Aur bas uss dinse mai papa ki pari ban gayi.

Aur dua karti hue ki mai hamesha
Hi rahue papa ki pari
Aur dua hai ki meri kushiyo se unne bhi kushiya mile
Dua hi dua karte hai bas, papa ki dua ke hissa hi hue mai.