girl's strnge life

girls life is soo unbelievably sad, she is born and raised one way.
but then she is sent of to a different family where
she is born once again to be raised in different way....
she leaves behind everything her house, her parents, her siblings and in some cases her only possession that is her name. Yet she lives as if nothing has changed,
she once when was only a daughter sister and sis-in-law....now she becomes wife from lover
daughter-in-law and daughter where she has to maintain both families relationship and their respect.
then comes ...times where she has to pick one side and with big and bright smile she Takes side of her IN-Laws with hope... All will work out fine. During this time of Hardship only she hope one person will support her, that one person will be her lover/husband....
thus she moves forwards... and fights in the day light with bright and strong smile... at night when she is with her husband she breaks downs and becomes a daughter who is missing parents, she breaks down and becomes a sister who wishes to be with her siblings... and she becomes a lover that she once was and tells him what’s in her heart with no fear....But yet she has be careful of what she says as she is his wife and people she is talking about are his family.... one question come to mind should she open up or should she be careful of her words? when she is a wife, she has to understand one thing that the people she will talk for or against will determine her relationship with him...
being a wife she has to understand and decide what she should or should sharing regarding her feeling...the decisions she will take would not only affect her but will affect their relationship as well, then one day while maintaining that she finds out she will have to think of one more being who is not with them at the moment but would be one day. She starts collecting things, and she share her happiness with everyone one-- she is proud she was adding someone else to family. She does all that she can to create a sweet new family. She proudly shares the good news first with her beloved her better half her husband, within no time the news travels around the family and she is taken care of like a princess and the queen to be... friends are invited families who were at distance are invited to share the good newS, the news of her becoming MOTHER-- news of her bringing a new start to Her Own Family...news of her Becoming almost a God by giving Birth to the new start of her life-- yet this is just a new step she will be taking towards a new her....


to be continued

Meethe Ehsaas

Meethe Ehsaas

Jeena hai ya marna, yeh nahi jante hum…
Jaante hai, to bas itna..ki tere beena nahi rahe sakhte hum,
Dil bolo ya jaan tum ho kuch kassh ki
Zindagi ki har saas se ho tum
Tum toh who hi ho jisne haasya aur
Muskan di hai mujhe—aur kya bollon kya ho tum
Na ho yaar mere, na ho pyaar mere…
Ek dosti ka sabaak ho tum…
Dur hokar bhi sath ho…aur
Ab to taanhaiika ayesa bhi nahi hai
Ho mere aanjane tum…jo
Aanjan ho kar bhi aapne se ho
Aanjan hokar bhi meri jaan hai
Ek naam diya hai tumko…
Sach main use naam ke hakdar ho tum…
Masoom se ho pyaare se ho
Jisko pyaar kare sab kuch ayse hp
Kese karoon khuda ka shukriya…
Jisne delaya hai sath tumara…
Ek Aarzoo puri hoyi to ab dosri shru hoyi hai
Haan yeh sach hai, nahi jaante hum ki
Jeena hai ya marna…jante hai
Bas itna chate hai sath tumara…
Na pyaar banke, na piya banke…
Dosti ki “versha” karlo hum pe…
Toh shukar guzaar rahe gaye hum shdaA~!

Masti--Vershi

Anjani Khuli kibaat

mai ek khuli kitab hoon!
bas chup chup raheti hoon
sunn kar sikh thi hoon
meri main kya boloon jo mujhe jaante hai
mujhe shabdoon ka naam dete hai!
bas ek assi kitaab hoon jise maine
khud hi nahi pardha hai!
aanjaan hoon khud se
aur khud ko khuj rahi hoon
ek assi inssan hoon jo baas
saansee leyee jaa rahi hoon aur
khuda se dua kiye jaa rahi hoon
haan ek khuli kitaab hoon par
khud se aanjaan hoon
par hoon tho ek khuli kitab!!
kese pardhe tho ho aap
yeh aap ke nibaar hai
main aapko glat nahi bol saktiii kyun
main ek aanjaani hoon khud se
par auro ke liye main hoon to ek khuli kitab!

Masti---Vershi

Aaj sab ke liye~

aaj sab ke liye tanha hai hum
aaj sab ke liye tanha hai hum,
jaara dekho humare dil ko
tho jaano gaye kitne pure hai hum,
aapni bharh ki aakhon se na dekho--
jab aap abhi dil se dekho gaye tho jaano gaye
hum kitne kush hai aaj
sab ke liye tanha hai hum
par dil se dekho tho
mehfiloon main beten hai hum!

masti--vershi

Ek Masoom!

Ek masoom sa koi hai

Har pal mujhe muskrane ko kheta hai

Har pal masoom si baaten karta hai

Bas ek chote baache jaisaa hai

Aur ek masoomiyat usse mai assi hai

Jo gusse ko naraazgi ko khahi chor aata hai

Ek assa dost jo kuch chaata nahi par

Deta sab kuch hai!

Haan hum bhi ek masoom se mile hai

Jo humare liye hassta hai aur rotta hai

Ek assa dost jo bas kush dekhna chata hai hum!

Ek masoom sa hai koi jisne

“Vershi” ki masoomiyat ko jahga hai!

Khamosh sa aur muskaraata hai hai

Jisne hassi ki “versha” kar di hai hum pe

Ek assa dost hai humara jo kafi

Masoom hai!

Haan koi masoom sa dost jo hassi hai

“masti” hai humari!

masti--Vershi

HOPE~

Hope is life and sense of being
Without hope nothing can be done!
I’m living because I have hope
And I have hope because I have you~
You are the hope I live for!
A perfect stranger has become hope in my life
I wonder how long this hope will last
But I’m scared to
Lose the hope I have!
The hope that keeping me alive
It is the hope of being and understanding
It is the hope of love
It is the hope of your return
But when I close my eyes I see nothing but darkness
And your hope is the light to that darkness
Take away my life but not my hope
Take my soul but not my hope
Hope is the only way I can sense and be
Hope is what keeps me going
Hope is the one I live for
And I love
You have been the one I hope for
I hope to be with
I hope to understand and
I hope to be
Understood by~
Masti--is the hope of
Vershii
And Vershii is nothing without the
“richa” and “aarzoo” that
Lays within her!
Yas my hope is a way to life
And my hope is you!
You the one who taught me how to hope
Are taking away my hope!
But now
My hope is no Longer you
My hope is no Longer about you~!
My hope is only and only
About Vershii~
the one who lives to smile
and my hope remains only mine
yes I still hope and
I still live!
and I live and hope for
me! and stronger me!

Masti--Vershi

Coldness

I sit here with close eyes

With the coldness within me

I hear everything and listen to nothing.

The coldness within me is so cold

That it is freezing the emotions that I withhold in me.

I lack the sense of being

I lack the sense of love

Yes I have become someone that I am not!

I have learned to be hard and

Stone—like!

You have distorted me!

You have caused me to be someone that I am not

My laughter is gone

Within the coldness I have become a stranger to myself

There is no more

“Masti—Vershi” that use to live and dream

Now there is no one to understand me!

When I look in my heart

I see hate

And

I see disappointment

And

I see a girl who cries to be release!

And

I can’t release her!

Because you have locked her!

You have taken away her trust and sense of self

She is all alone with nothing but

Tears

That girl is not the one who was known for her innocent tricks

Tears have over taken “masti—vershi”

She lives in a world unknown to her

In the coldness

“Vershi” is lost!

Within the coldness a warm

Little girl is lost—and has become “Anjaani” stranger to all

Yes the coldness give by you have taken over

“masti—vershi”