Ray

only i knw the pain i have
every breath in and out brings upon new pain
life has been great, yet
this bendin and adjustin has ben to much
i cry now for it to stop
i cry now for it to slow down
i have no more power to fight
no more power to be strong
no more power to be the person i
have always been
today i luked in ma heart
and saw
it was cryin askin for me to slow down
askin for me to cool off
askin me to give it time
thn i saw wht i really felt
yes im happy coz i ve seen the reality of me
yesh im happy i live in no fake life
but no one but me is aware of the pain i feel
not is aware of who im really m
mother wants her dau and father wans his angel
sis' wan they jolly doll
and frd's wann their masti
wht i want is no ben answer
and today i say
i dnt wana bend more
i dnt wana move now
i wana wait and tke a breath
i wana foget the pain
and yet
i luk at my family and all is gone
and i live a life for thm and
Forget abt all that I WANT!!!