Unsure

Unsure

Nothing seems to be important,

Yet everything I think about seems to be of importance.

Strange feelings have come over me,

Every moment has become upsetting.

Nothing I do makes a difference,

Things use to be different.

But nothing remains the same,

Small things seem to make a big difference.

The difference is that things are upsetting me for no reason,

That makes life harder to live.

Still I try to live as if nothing has happened,

But small things come in middle to mess my everyday life.

Feelings of suspicious are uncontrollable,

They make life unsure and unwanted this makes me sad all the time.

This makes the entertainment boring,

And becomes a cause of the lacking energy in me.

The things that I’m unsure about

Take over the self esteem and bring me down even more.

At that point I have no clue about things,

And tears just roll down and I start to fall asleep.

This has been the time when I was unsure,

Every day I hope that there is less confusion and sense of lost.

The only thing that I can do I hope,

And hope for a better sense of self and self esteem.

I just wish to be sure and

Positive about the things that I do and see.

This brings me to a better sense of understanding,

And I understand how things can better.