Broken !!!

Broken!
Everyday becomes a century,
Every second becomes a day!
I have not known what waiting could mean
Until today, when I ve been waiting for you!

I always spoke of my feelings and my thought,
But today I’m the one who is unsure of them!
I was a person of life and joy,
And today I have become a walking death!

My feeling and thought, are lost
Hence I sit here with tears in my eyes wondering what to do!
I never thought I would be lost in a world of silence,
And would be dying for someone to hear!

When I look at the past, I start to cry,
The cry is of a person that wants to be released again!
I didn’t know I would ever wonder about being alone, but today
Is a day I’m alone!

I’m alone from heart,
Surrounded by the world and laughter!
Yet I feel alone and sad,
I look in mirror and I hate what I see!

I see a lost love, a lost friend, and a lost person
I was a person of people!
Now I’m nothing but a walking dead,
I look in mirror I see the person I trusted and now I see him mocking me for trusting him!

The trust is gone, the hope is gone, the friend is gone,
I’m left all alone to wonder!
All alone to live a life that was surrounded by the happiness…
All alone with a mocking person laughing and saying you have lost cause I have won!

The person says, first I took away my friendship from you,
Than the person you love---than his friendship from you and I have won the battle!
I try to be happy but nothing other then tears have come down the cheek and I’m left
As a broken person!

I see that person laughing at the weakness I’m feeling
I see that person as a winner, and myself
As nothing
Yes I’m left as a broken person!
Broken Person!


Vershi--Mastii